Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Mid week slump.

What else is there to say? I’ve been working on this same project, day in and day out, crawling closer to the inevitable disappointing outcome. I’ve worked today with nothing but a simple pen and paper, and have drawn up something that looks like it could conceivably be an acceptable steak pie lid, and all I can hope and pray is that it looks good enough when I finally manage to run myself in circles around illustrator and turn it into something that looks like it should. Well, as long as I’ve got Google and Sammie, I think everything should be fine. Everything is going to be fine.

Sometime, I just feel like I’m going to hyperventilate, but then I think about finishing the degree, and I get even more anxious. I wonder why I’m even bothering with a degree in such a competitive subject, where even I don’t like my work. I guess I just keep hoping that one day I’m going to stumble across the subject that I will excel at and find my niche. We can all hope, ey?

On a lighter note, the Arts University have deemed my background as suitably impoverished, that I am entitled to £250 to go on holiday. I’m just wondering where all this money is from? I guess it’s a good thing that my £10,000 loan is going towards something important. But hey, who says that going to Amsterdam for a week, a city famed for it’s studious attitude of course, isn’t important?
Who am I to judge?

This blog have been completely and utterly useless. Not much of a Carrie Bradshaw. Thankyou for reading.

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